I usually play the cello for one day and have to rest for one or two days cause of my fingers. Fingers kinda hurt since yesterday when playing the violin n today had to practise cello in the morning somemore. Brought my cello all the way to PA and because my cello cover de handle too rough le it makes my palm hurts even more, become reddish liao. Lol.

I was the first to reach there today and helped to open the room. Have already packed all that i wana bring to pa de stuffs le but when i reached there. Wad i only did was going through the 2 church's score with my teacher once and he went to teach his private student in another room liao. When zhi yu n diana came, they said they actually wanan leave before the orchestra starts and i dono why, i just followed, very eagered to go home also but on my way back the chairman n my teacher called me. I didnt dare to pick up. Lol. I feel so bad n guilty now. Sigh... maybe i should have stayed there but cause there was less than ten ppl so i didnt dare to stay also. Oh man oh man, just cant forget it. How can i actually don pick up my teacher de call. WA!!!! Stress!!! Can someone just tell me wad to do. Lol. This is the consequences of running away from payco. Lol!

This week, someone kept just getting on my nerves. Dono why i just don like him. ALWAYS wana be the leader, pinpointing ppl do this and tht, cant stand him. But from a diff point of view, wif him in a team, i can say we will sure be able to make our project in time for submission. I just don like him sia.

Went to study wif von n gab yesterday n gab asked me very weird qn when von wasnt around. Er HEM!!! IS something wrong out there??? LOL!!! Btw last sat was chosen as cello leader cause he said i played the best! Just when he said this, a girl walked in wif a cello, also 17 but she's already grade 6 or above i guess. There's just ths big gap btw 2 of us. Guess wad i can only do now is stay in strings hoping to improve and return to PA. By the time i really return to PA, i hope at least i can see some diff btw me n the others. My aim is to at least reach grade 5.

Was very frustrated wif wad happened in the night. Studying for my exam which will start in 2 weeks time n defragmenting my com but have to give up the com to my bro cause he wana uses it. I cant believe my mum actually stand up for him. I use the com a few times only in a week whereas he uses it daily. He uses it for watching anime n chatting n does this means this is better than me studying for exam???

This is so UNFAIR!!! I don wish to see results that's lower than the others. Just hope nth like this will happen again. Btw i don have any crushes nw hor, V3!!! V3 = vivian von n vina. It's getting closer to sun le. Hmm. hope everything will go on smoothly.

So long didnt blog liao. Haha. Since i last blog till now, i think my life really changed alot. Get to know more ppl from my church, and also a groups of sis in christ whom i feel very comfortable wif. Well yesterday i got to know a bro in christ who can really make those "ice cream" pie or something. A very funny guy indeed, he actually got my no. from one of the church mate and sms me saying he's one of my admirer. Lol that's so funny for a guy to do that. Haha. I went to have my dinner wif yvonne accompanying me. Hmm haha, praise the lord for finding someone to acc me to eat. I must intro all these new and great friends i knew in church to siu long and zong da. Haha. Btw i joined the NpStrings de cello n violin and part time chinese orchestra cellist. Haha. The strings cellist there are really great. They played cello for 2 to 3 years but i played for 5 years and their standard are much more higher. I cant believe it till i actually see it wif my own eyes. I guess i must really improve while in this strings and return to PA before the concert starts. I'm afterall inspired to be one great cellist. Haha. Something very disappointing is i quited learning piano when i was pri 4. I believe that's my greatest regret now.

Tml sch reopen le. This almost half a year de holiday sure passes realli fast. Many things did happen during this period of time but well, something i'm sure of, is that wadeva that had happened did make me change into someone better, someone who really look like a christian.

Tml will be the first day of the cca fiesta. Really dono wad to join. Joining more than 2 cca will only shorten my time at home as well as the time for studying. I intend to join the strings n CF but i wish to join a sport cca also. Really desperate to slim down that much but like wad some says, it requires motivation as well as determination. Did manage to reduce my weight by 3 to 4 kg but this few kg arent enough yet. What i really wan is nt changes in the weight but changes in the body. I really hates to see those fats in my body. I just hope i will choose my cca wisely b4 joining.

I just checked the time table just nw and found out that for this semester, my school ends at 4pm daily. Oh my, initially some days was suppose to end sch earlier but it seems that they changed the time table again. This is the third time they're making changes to the time table, dont even know if it's reliable or nt. Something which i may agree wif a frenz of mine is that when sch ends, u wont feel like going for ur cca cause u're already tired, u will just feel like going home. Hmm that's something to be taken note of.

I took the whole of march to slim down by 3kg. It was indeed a success but it seems that in terms of my body, there isnt any changes yet. After i came back from the cameron island n KL trip, my weight increases by 2.5kg. I was like HUH!!! wad the.. lol. It seems that tml will be an intensive tough day for me. It took me years just to slim down. What i really want is to become slimer and that no matter where i go ppl wont be saying i'm fat. It's indeed very diff, to be able to stay away from temptation indeed requires strong determination. Well, in any case wad i really want in life is to slim down i guess, i mean as a teen for now. Cameron island was quite a cooling place, the place there is nt as high tech but the scenery is really beautiful wif greenery surrounding u. The place is mostly famous for their strawberry as the climate is kinda cold there, they actually do grow lots of strawberries. And mind u, the shirts they sell there r 100% fake de. Haha. I went over to KL and the branded clothes they're selling, like billabong etc, in the shopping centre are like 100 to 300 rm. But i manage to get a simple design de FAKE billabong shirt at 15rm. KL is indeed nice. Btw the pc they're selling are nt as good as those sold in sgp. Majority of the pc de ram r like 512 only whereas in sgp is like minimum is 1GB. Haha. Sgp de pc is indeed cheaper n better.

Just came back from the FOC ( Freshman orientation camp ) for the poly de christian fellowship cca. The camp was indeed very much different from the normal camp i attended last time. To be able to share my views and thoughts with my own groups of ppl and to be able to hear others' views and thoughts was kinda interesting. On the first day of the camp i actually reached pasir ris mrt station but found no one. About after fifteen mins later a few of the members came but i didnt approach them as i knew no one. But through the camp i actually got the chance to talk to everyone and it was really cool. Haha. But well it was fun, there was even a rumour saying i fall in love with someone which was nt true at all, LOL! Due to this misconception i didnt dare to approach the girls. Don wana cause any misunderstanding. Haha. This camp indeed leave me wif a memorable exp and i believe i may join the camp again next year if god want me to go again. Haha. Tml i going cameron island and will be back on wed so i couldnt make it to the sec sch co de syf. Kinda sad. Desperately wana watch other schools performance. Haha!!

It's been some time le. Recently i just received many documents from ngee ann poly regarding this and camp. Kinda troubled by this camping stuff. Have this fear of camping since pri sch, thought i overcame it after i attended OBS but it seems that nth hav changed. haha. Yesterday one of my church members msg me asking me to attend the NP christian fellowship. Wonder why, the moment i received the msg, i wasnt worried or troubled at all but happy unlike the time when i received the letter from NP asking me to join their camp. I believe i would have a hard time getting to know my course as well as school de students since i'm nt participating the camp but i just hope it would be a wise choice. Sometimes knowing more ppl also mean trouble isnt it? Come to think of it, it's my 5th year cello-ing. I believe it's time to get warm up nw and get better. My initial intention was to join the NP strings to learn violin n co to learn er hu. Wonder if that's possible...

Sorry for having u guys out there to keep asking me to blog... lol. From nw on i only use the com once in a while cause i feel so bored coming online as i got nth to do. Have been playing my ps2 this few weeks as i hav just upgraded it. Got too many rpg games so did nt hav the time to come online also. Moreover my bro is like using the com whenever he's at home so i seldom hav the chance to use the com. Well, the o lvl results r out and of couse the results of mine just turned out so unexpectedly. Couldnt get into a jc so i guess god wanted me to go to a poly instead. Come to think of it, poly is actually better. It will be a new start for me as well as u ppl out there. God gave me ngee ann poly de logistics and i guess this is wad he thinks, suits me best so i hereby thank him. Thank you lord! haha. Np got too many cca n i intend to join sports cca to keep fit and slim down but it seems that the Np strings and co is attracting much of my attention also. Not sure wad awaits me ahead but i believe everything that i will be going through, is wad god wants me to do. No matter wad/who i face, god will be my strength and guidance.

Don really feel like blogging this few weeks, dono why. Maybe just don have the habit. Yesterday i went to andre's house wif kah poh and gabriel to play counter strike source. It was my sec time playing cs so was a real time noob. On my way home there was a uncle wearing FBT shorts wif a netball. From far i thought it was a young girl but when i walked passed, saw that it was actually a uncle. This was the JOKE of the day. I just sent my ps2 for upgrading and can only collect earliest by a weeks time. Wonder wad to do this few days. Jason asked if i wana go co tml but it's like no senior wana go back so i also dono if i wana go back. Still cant get over wif that "threatening" case. Good lesson for me though. Well just hope new games will be coming out for ps2 and nt just ps3. Two days ago i started to pick up guitar. Just kana interested in guitar and my mum wont let me have other music lessons anymore so i asked my uncle to teach me. Thought being able to play the cello would have already make my fingers numb in strumming the guitar strings but same thing occurred. My fingers' still pain after strumming and practising the fingering. Btw, i decided to go ngee ann poly and hope it's a wise choice.

Time passes very fast. Just when i realised, i'm already here waiting to get my result later. Wonder why i woke up so early today, couldnt sleep. I guess it could be because of the dream i had. I actually dream of getting 22 for my R5!!! wa!! Early in the morning when i went to find some CHRians at woodgrove and there received a msg from sch that only 60 got distinction for e maths n heard from audrey that 80% passed eng only. I wonder why, why couldnt our sch do better??? LORD HELP US!!!! I'm really afraid to see my r5 more than 16. ARHX!!! I don care if my e maths really cant get As but at least sci distinction n r5 16 or below. I just hope i could acheive this target. Three hours plus more to go. Wonder the others are feeling nw. No matter wad we scored, we still have to face. Actually i find that the most diff thing is nt to study n take the exam but to face the results. Sometimes results came out wif unexpected grades which we can/cannot accept. I hope no matter wad we get back, we'll still give thanks to the lord cause he will only give us wad we deserved.

Started off the day wif a crazy woman cursing me all around in the office early in the morning. This engineer whom i'm attached to, transferred her file from her thumbdrive into the com. She did this b4 i even came to the office so i didnt even know wad she did. However when i reached the office, she kept scolding this SI TECK YI, overwrite my FILE!!!! I was like... huh??? i didnt even do anything. I was on my way to the office when she transferred her file and hw the hell can i actually overwrite her file?? She must be seeing ghost den. So f up by her attitude. In the end gabriel found the file for her and she didnt even apologise to me and treated as if nth has happen but when she couldnt find it, she actually go around the office nagging non stop. First time i ever come across wif such crazy and irritating woman. Anyway, this few weeks, there hav been much rumors about when the results will be release. Just to inform u ppl, the MOE have not officially announce the release date so wad the others said arent true.

Busy working this month and didnt blog for a week already i think??? Need mei ting to remind to update my blog every now and then, lol! well well well... i went to sim lim square today wif gabriel during our lunch hour to check out some computer parts prices. It was a really convienent thing as our office is just situated in lavendar. We did check out some infor on PSP also. So those who intend to buy PSP pls read my blog. The cheapest psp there is $200 ONLY but is version 2.5 to 2.82. Other shops are selling $270 to $330. The version 1.5 de cheapest is $270 and other shops are selling it at $300 and above. There's one shop in front of sim lim square which is specialised in selling all gaming consoles. They even sell ps1 n there's many types of package for each types of consoles. They sell the latest version 3.03 which can play the latest DOWNLOAD GAME!!! Great deal as it's better than buying version 1.5 which can only play old games. The total cost is $419. Quite cheap le hor. For those who want to play downloaded game , pls do consider version 3.03!!! But if u have a older version also nvm. They can upgrade your version to be able to play latest downloaded game at only $40 so wad gabriel suggested is to buy the $270 PSP and then go over to the shop in front of sim lim square to upgrade ur psp so total u only spwnd $310 to get the latest psp. That's the ultimate plan.

Many things happened this few weeks. I would say even after i baptized, i did not behave or work like a christian. That's a really disappointing thing to say but after the "matter" that just happened last week, i believe it really changed my life. No longer that same person u use to know since last time. More upright i guess. Finally able to get hold of myself firmly thanks to GOD. Btw, my company just hired kah poh n teck meng. Andre told me immediately on that day which i on leave, saying the company only specifically want HIS frenz. Sometimes it really makes me wonder is andre actually up to something? Well i guess it was gabriel who introduce us to this job, it wouldnt be nice of andre to actually wana act like a leader among us. It will only cause more grudges. This job is getting tougher each day. Tml i still had an appointment wif gayathiri of former 4/5 at the library. She offered help in the JC1 maths n chem. It's really all thks to her that i can hav more faith so as to be able to cover up the first 3 months lessons.

Finally back from PA audition.... Huang sen told me if i intend to go ajc, just tell him n he will help me get through it. Well.... if i were to go ajc, i'm afraid i will be stressed to death. Haha. Heard from diana that the ppl there r really bookworms as wad the rumours said. Ppl there just study n study. No life at all. So i'm just having a headache to whether go some jc which my results can get me to or go ajc. Who knows i may just go poly instead but i really feel like going jc. Hope some1 can give me some advice. Anyway, passing the audition would means i'm officially a PA musicians. Haha. I may go mco when i'm free, ok jason n caiyun??? haha.

Building inspection project finally starts. I went to the seletar camp with the other engineers and was separated from gabriel n andre. It seems that i was attached to a very exp engineer n everything went on smoothly but nt for andre, gabriel n company. Did learn alot there n just felt as if the army ppl there should find it weird to see a young students there. haha. Time spent in the office sure passes very fast. Two hrs are still enough to finish 1 complete report but i still prefer to be in the office rather than going to the seletar camp which is so hot n uncomfortable. I even saw a snake during the inspection n the room of some of the army soldiers are filled wif hot n sexy bikini girls poster. HAHA. I believe nt going to MI or JC may be a good choice for me also. Working in this JPL consultant really allow me to gain alot of knowledge.

9 JAN 2007!!!!!! My birthday!!! Well.... due to my tight schedule- working and practising cello for upcoming audition, i did nt have enough time to celebrate my birthday. So disappointing. This time round the audition for YCO required us to play 2 songs whereas in the past only 1. I lost all my scores and nw had to find time to write out 2 of my songs.... composed my own music. haha. Anyway, i was attached to the most experienced engineer in my current job n due to that, we're given a tougher n heavier task to inspect the whole of seletar camp which is something to feel happy about as well as sad. Haha. I will have to start the actual work tml. It's like going to school. Waking up every morning at the usual time for school but this time round going all the way to lavendar to work. A very good experience indeed as i learnt a lot of new stuffs. Anyway, my birthday wish is to get fit n slim down, it seems to myself that i'm getting plumper which i'm really very worried about it.

Back from my grandpa's funeral. Received a call last wed night telling our family that my grandpa passed away peacefully. I was so shocked and couldnt really accept it. Had to take a leave and leave sgp on thurs night. I stayed over at the funeral to safeguard everything for 2 nights wif my cousin. On sat morning 10 am we sat off to burn my grandpa body( nt sure hw to say it but i believe u ppl get wad i meant). My cousins, family n i waiting for the ashes n proceeded to take a boat to the middle of the sea which took quite a long time. Along the way on the boat, many thoughts swifted through my mind. Couldnt resist myself n tears started to rolled down but thanks to the splashing of the sea water, it made me seems as if those wasnt my tears. None of us actually thought my grandpa would pass away so suddenly. Everything seems so unpredictable n unacceptable but it's just the fact. My last 2 gifts that my grandpa gave me was a tortoise and a chocolate bar. It would be my greatest treasure. Everything ended very smoothly n after i reached sgp today, i went to play basketball wif siu long.

Last day of year 2006

Zong da went over to my house last night to stay over night n went to church together wif me. Was suppose to meet up zong da n siu long for the new year countdown but zong da hp no $$ n it seems he don really bother to even give us a call using the public phone. As for siu long, wonder wad happen to him, suddenly lost touch wif him. And just because i finish this blog, zong da called. Slept since he reached home from my church. Hope we can make it for the countdown tonight. Initially i intended to go for MCO concert but had to sit alone so i decided nt to go.

WOO HOO!!!! Concert finally over lo. The concert was actually at 8pm but we had to be there at 8.30am. It was a really tough day. But the concert went off smoothly although there was some problems in between the concert. Audience were very supportive n a group of our own co member n teacher went there also. So jian xiong and i took the chance to leave SCH wif the sch bus back to woodlands. I was really nervous during the concert that i could actually felt my heartbeat through my cello. Anyway my concert is already over n it's nw left wif jason, cai yun n meiting de MCO concert. Hope it will go on smoothly too.